Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in historygirl's LiveJournal:

Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
12:07 pm	why-o why-o why-o did i ever leave Ohio?!?! here's the situation...nevermind, too long to explain. basically, my roommates and i just don't really get along anymore. it's a simple explanation that we just lead different lifestyles and i just keep to myself. whatever anybody else chooses to do or say is fine, i'll just mind myself. whatever. the problem comes in that a few weeks ago or a month, whatever, one of my roomies entered into her livejournal that i was mean and evil, blah blah blah...then she said that her and others had tricks up their sleeve to play on the people under the stairs (me and niki) because we're so "evil". the problem comes in because i am now missing an important binder out of my room. i had it last thursday, went home for the weekend and didn't bring it with, and it has disappeared out of my room. now i have lingering suspicions about my roommates and the possibility that one or a couple of them took it. she is in the same class and we got a take-home test last week but she hasn't been to class in like 2 months, her loss. i don't know! i don't have the balls to ask because i feel bad but it their fault for bringing up pranks because now i wonder. i hate it here and i want to leave so badly. the sooner i don't have to worry bout my shit and people being mad at me, the sooner. i really wonder if they took it...this is so shitty! Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: thinking to myself (Comment on this)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
10:36 am	It's comin up quick!! well, graduation is coming up quick. i have only a couple weeks left and then I'M DONE!! im totally excited yet more frightened than i've ever been in my entire life! I don't have a job yet and i'm very very worried. i guess most people go through this same situation right out of college but it's still very scary. this weekend was cool...the weather was awesome. i washed my car friday and helped my parents with yard stuff. got the fun summer stuff out, like tiki torches, candles, and all that fun stuff. i'm totally stoked about this summer and i'm hoping this will be a fun one after i get the job situation worked out. my grad party in june should be very fun and i hope everybody has a good time. well, i have a 10 page paper due the day after tomorrow that i haven't started but, luckily, i do my best work under pressure. Bev Current Mood: anxious Current Music: the west wing!! (Comment on this)
Monday, March 29th, 2004
8:55 pm	Babies my friends curt and chris just stopped over with their 5 week old baby, katie. she is the cutest thing that ever was! my biological clock is still not ticking though...crazy. i love them but i don't think i could have one of my own b/c i would break it, wound it, or just fuck up somehow. its just not in the cards any time soon i guess. it was awesome seeing them and the baby though. this weekend was fun times. partied at liz and bobs friday night with everybody, including my husband (eric). sadly i think he likes donna though but that's ok...i guess. im getting really sick of never being considered, but i guess that's just my luck. shitt luck! i don't wanna write anymore b/c it just makes me depressed and annoyed with peeps! beth Current Mood: melancholy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
12:28 am	Senioritis hits again it's late, i have a midterm tomorrow, and i am a terrible person! i think i procrastinate my life away sometimes. i was talking with a girl in my class today and we were discussing how it's funny that it's tiring lying around all day. i could lay around all day and at 4pm when i need to work, IM TIRED! how does that work but its a fact of life for most people. got an extension on a paper that was due a week from today and i can say with total certainty that i still won't even start it until 2 nights before its due...another fact of life! im trying to quit smoking and that is not helping my situation at all! i usually smoke bout a pack a day but i think i've probably smoked bout a pack and a half in the last week and a half...that's pretty good, right? im eating myself into a oblivion though so i guess i'll wait til i gain those 50 pounds and then start the diet b/c what's the point of trying now. why is it everything that's so bad for you is so good? all of these facts of life are getting ridiculous so i'll leave you with this little pick-me-up...I GRADUATE IN MAY!!!!! nighty night, bev Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Indigo Girls - Ghost (Comment on this)
Monday, March 22nd, 2004
5:34 pm	Is it possible?? ok...i am writing this livejournal in the 5 spare minutes today when i'm NOT blowing my nose. the title of this journal explains my question on life...is it possible to have so much snot that you blow your nose every 5 minutes?? if so, HOW!!?? where the hell does it come from and why me? im extremely aggravated about this hindrance that's been put on my life today. my nose hurts, it's dry, and i want to die!! well, now that's off my chest let's get down to my weekend. it was actually pretty cool. did dinner with parentals and gramps. i went out with the usuals, liz, bob, my husband(eric), etc. it was fun but went nutty pretty quick and was home by 1130. i spent saturday night with some crazy kids i haven't seen in a while! took b-dawg out for some good pizza pizza. then we went to the mall and let me tell you...never take your broke gay friend shopping with you!!! i think he lived vicariously through my spending!! SON OF A BITCH! i'll live i guess though cause i am told that the dress i bought looks good so i forgive. then went to kimmy and nicole's apt in like...i don't know where it is but it's SWEET! it was good to see them and hang out for a while cause i don't see them often enough. i know once i move home for good i will have more time for peeps. we watched movies and brian stuck his feet in my face...of course. brian and i bonded on the way home and i always enjoy it when we have good talks b/c he's a great kid. kimmy and nicole seem to be doing well, they are really cute together and nicole seems to have it together more than the others which is good b/c kimmy needs some stability in her love life. well i have to blow my nose YET AGAIN so i must go but have a good one and i'll see ya'll later. luv ya, bev Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 4th, 2004
11:36 pm	Vacation! well, this is my first live journal and i think it is appropriate that i'm writing on the eve of leaving for spring break! no, im not goint to like daytona or panama city, or any of those lame places where there'll be like a google of retarded drunk people. im going to north carolina with 3 of my roommates...gonna be fun! we're staying at one of my roommate's relative's house about 5 miles from smokey mountain national park. i love mountains!! another happy note is im graduating in may and i have total senioritis...that's a bad thing. i know i'll get through it but it's tough to get motivated at this point. why are people like that? we work so hard for a goal and then at the final hour, we slack? it's a mystery, i guess. well, im going to watch some tele and try to sleep. another question is why can't people sleep before things like this no matter how tired they may be? we excite ourselves so damn much and then muck up the process! oh well, the mysteries could only include me but i like to think not. later kiddies, bev (Comment on this)